Monday, December 21, 2009
22.12.09
i got nothing to post here. i dont have much time. i wish i can finish what i started in 2009 before 2010 begins. i heard a song. this song is a shout out to everyone who thinks that there is no path for you to follow. the song is from the movie "Spirit: Stallion of the cimmaron". The title of the song is "Sound of the bugle - Bryan Adams". Hear the song and think.
Bryan Adams - Sound The Bugle
Sound the bugle now... play it just for me
As the seasons change... remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on...I can't even start
I've got nothing left... just an empty heart.
I'm a soldier... wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me... lead me away
Or leave me lying here
Sound the bugle now... tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know that leads to anywhere
Without a light, I fear that I will stumble in the dark
Lay right down and decide not to go on
Then from on high, somewhere in the distance There's a voice that calls,
"Remember who you are... if you lose yourself,
Your courage soon will follow,
So be strong tonight... remember who you are"
Yeah, your a soldier now,
Fighting in a battle,
To be free once more.
Yeah, that's worth fighting for
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
December 15 2009
I've let her down. I've let her down so badly. I dont know what else can i do to make her forgive me. I made her so dissapointed. So dissapointed. I realise that i have misjudge things. Misjudge things so badly. I am ready to take the consequence. If i am brave enough to do a mistake, i should be brave enough to face the consequence. I have lost the two girls i love the most in the world. I realise that i am such a selfish person. I am useless. What type of guy i am? I am a guy with no balls. I never think of people around me. I always think for myself. Why do i have to be this way. I know people say that i have change. No one understands me. Even i dont understand myself. I lost everything. I am no longer the muzaffar you all knew. Idk if you all realise. Ever since i saw that p....nvm. Ever since i saw something painful to me, my mind auto change. I dont even know myself anymore. I am sorry people if you think that this post is disturbing. I never felt like this in the month of December. Feel like killing myself. The world would be such a better place.
P.S - Please dont Text or Call my phone.
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